MY RAY OF HOPE!!

Slowly darkness spread around without my permission not even giving enough time to identify between dream and reality.
Darkness all around is not always a good atmosphere to experience about......!
I waited.......!!
Time ran fast......!!
Still darkness around and a bloody silence......!
“Crap!!” I yelled, stretching my hands so wide to experience my surroundings!
“Vacant!”
I slowly moved my legs apart and continued my search and miserably failed.....!
I continued that for about thousand times and…

FAILED....!!

 DARKNESS AND SILENCE…!!!
I was like in an empty cargo sealed tightly. Couldn’t even breathe!
I continued my effort to get hold of something....
Then it happened!
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A small ray of hope at far end broke the darkness....
I walked fast.....
My only focus was towards the spot of light that was breaking the deadly darkness all around.
My speed gradually increased....

My only wish was to capture that light and to get rid of the damn darkness....
Looking towards the focus I started running...
Then I began to realise that my ray of hope was moving away from me...
It took me very long time to make my mind understand what was happening around… 

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I stretched my arm so wide for one last time to capture my star and fell off the bed with a great sound
Ahh!!!!!!!
Last night when I went to bed, my only dream was to catch a star from the far above sky!!

By the way, is it so silly to dream to get a star??

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What is Love?

What is LOVE…?
As far as I know I have believed that love was something divine as it came directly from God and it can’t be evil. I have always thought that it was a beautiful feeling which would make you fly in the sky without any wings!
But on the contrary what I have found out in real life is that my whole concept of love was wrong or is might be that there is another face of love which is evil....!!
Love is painful…! It hurts you a lot when you give it to someone dear and don’t get it back! Or when someone loves someone deep from the heart and the other just pretends to be a lover without any real feeling - that is something very hard to accept.
Sometimes it so happens this way: You see me and find that I’m pretty and nice to talk to or chat with, you just fall in love with me! You don’t even know my name or who really I am! But you start saying “Lizzu I love you!” Do I take that as you love me truly, madly and deeply just by the look of me? Or is it just another way to get my attention towards you?
At this juncture I’m just confused about love…! My circumstance gives me enough examples to give reasons to hate it now.
Well, I love you from the bottom of my heart and you know that! But when I miss you and when I feel that you don’t miss me at all, I cry out that I HATE YOU!!!
Love and hate - two opposites!! But how on earth they are often used together??
I don’t know!! I really don’t know!!

All I know is that -"I’m totally confused about love now!"
When I’ve got enough reasons to hate love, there is an another side of me that is gently whispering in my ears that
"Love is divine!"