At last today.... he said it... he said it out loud....on his Facebook Status.... "I hate you Vavooz Liz...!" ennu! Pettennu adhu kandittu potti karanju poyi njan.... But adhu purathu kaanikkadhe ente emotions control cheythittu oru fake smiley um reply aayittu ittittu avidennu irangi :) Kuree time nu vishwashikkaan patti illaa..... he really said that ennu! But it was another reality which I needed to digest! Ente life il mattoru chapter was closed today! I know for sure he will now be happy with his friends not missing me! But he will never know, that I will be missing him forever! Ente pappakkum mommakkum idh ariyumbol sherikkum santhosham aavum! But em neva gonna tell this to them! Enikku kurachu time nu mumbu veendum start aaya nenju vedhana koodi kondu irikkunnu and nose il ninnum profusely bleeding...! But njan aarodum parayillaa...! Coz I deserve this pain! Friend inodu bet vechu avan thudangiya love... same frnzine reason paranju illaadhe aakki :( Enkilum njan avanei jeevanaayittu snehichu poyadhallee.... adhondu ee hurting! Veendum em left alone...! But I know I will survive this as well!
All I want now is to see that he is happy without me and stays blessed wherever he is!
Allaah Fikrr! :)
Loved u as moi life and gonna miss u forever mutheee :(
